Is there something wrong with me?
Am I the ugliest person on the planet?
Do I smell?
Do I have an atrocious personality?
Do I have something in my teeth?
Does my background scare people away?
Am I not intelligent enough?
Am I too intelligent?
Why do guys never fall for me?
Why am I alone?
Single. Ba da ba ba ba, I’m hatin’ it.
It seems to me that every time the seasons change, a TON of people get into relationships. Though most of them don’t stay together for too long, it’s still frustrating to see everyone and their mother getting into a relationship while month after month and season after season, I remain single.
I mean, I’m happy for them, I’m glad they are happy, but I am just so tired of being the perpetually single girl.
Yeah, yeah, I’ve heard it before, “You are intelligent, kind, loving, and beautiful, you’ll get a boyfriend.” But hearing it from friends means nothing, to tell you the truth. Nobody ever says those things just out of the blue, they only say it to cheer you up. But I digress.
I really just want Mr. Right to walk into my life so I don’t have to be alone anymore. I want the sweet morning texts, long-lasting hugs, forehead kisses, and someone to tell me I’m beautiful until I believe it. I want someone to love. I want someone to love me back.
So here is my plea.
Dear Mr. Right,
If you exist, please come soon. I miss you.
Love,
Your Mrs. Right.
p.s. Am I the only one that feels this way?
p.p.s. I know God is preparing me and him for a relationship, and I’m thankful for it.
*facepalm*
Sometimes I’m so stupid! I just talk and talk and talk and nothing really productive comes from it. I sound like a blubbering thirteen year old girl who’s meeting her celebrity crush for the first time. I am just not good at talking to people I like, especially when I try to sound older than I am. It just doesn’t work. Bleh. That’s the last time I start a conversation with him.
I’m just so silly.
Warning: A Rant Is About To Occur
To everyone that thinks I’m too young to be a missionary, that I’m foolish, ignorant, stupid, naive, dumb, etc., this is for you.
Doing what God is calling you to do is NOT foolish. Or ignorant. Or stupid. Or naive. Or dumb. Or anything like that. Doing what God is calling you to do is the best decision anyone could make.
Regardless of what you think, I’m not “wasting my intelligence.” God is calling me to do this right now, and I am NOT going to go against He who fashioned the entire universe and who holds my eternity in His hands. He gave me the intelligence that I have, and He is in charge of it, not me. I’m not in charge of my life.
God is more powerful than your words. He’s more powerful than circumstances. He is more powerful than any amount of money (or lack thereof). He is more powerful than any obstacles that come my way. He is more powerful than the enemy who puts those nasty words in your mouth.
Sure, not going to college is a risk. But it is only a risk in the eyes of humans. Us, as human beings, are incredibly sinful, and because of that, we look only at the near future. Is it a waste to spend your life doing something that will last for eternity?
“This is how we know what love is: Jesus Christ laid down his life for us. And we ought to lay down our lives for our brothers and sisters. If anyone has material possessions and sees a brother or sister in need but has no pity on them, how can the love of God be in that person? Dear children, let us not love with words or speech but with actions and in truth.” 1 John 3:16-18
God calls us to be selfLESS, not selfISH. I can see the need that my brothers and sisters have. And If I am being called to help them, why shouldn’t I? The need is pressing, urgent. And if I can help in any way, I need to do it. Where is your love for your brothers and sisters?
Sure you say that you’re lecturing me about this because you “love” me, but what love is found in criticisms and put downs? I don’t see the love.
And regarding faith, if I have enough faith in my God to trust that He will provide for *me* like He promises, why can’t you trust Him too? It is my life that I am laying at His feet. Not yours.
If you are ever to see this, and you know who you are, please pray about it before you reply. God is doing this work in *me* and I know that He will be faithful to complete it.
May the peace of our Lord be with you,
Christie
Okay, I know it’s really cheesy to say, but I’m excited for Breaking Dawn to come out :)
Dear Dawn, Please stop waking people up with your crack. Sincerely, Moon Beam
Yeah! How do you like that gLee?! NCIS kicked your bottom in ratings last night :)
Today
Today seriously sucked.
:’(
The end.
Please?
I’m tired of begging.
Gosh yes.
